Beautiful weather.... tho humid. But for some reason, being out in the humidity isn't bothering me too much - I do have to go in, and not do much, but still. Went out, cut grass and weeded the other day. Today we went this morning to the market. Took Jax too. Went on the scooters. He stayed on my lap.
Mostly just listening to Abraham Hicks you tube and working at healing what comes up.
Nephew D got into the Army. Going in August to Northern Quebec for 3 yrs. He's a bit scared of being so far, so long away from his family.... and his grandmother. But mom says to him GO. Currently he's back home with sis and they are camping this weekend. Mom told him to go live at home for the month, as he has been living with her. Tensions are not good between everyone... mom, sis/hub/brother, hub's parents and of course D. Hope he will make it and go.
We went to look at a house in London last weekend. Was nice, on the river... but in a few years the river view will be gone with the trees by the river, and the house wasn't for us. We talked with the agent later and agreed to let her look for a home for us - and only contact us if she found a home that meets what we want. Gave her a specific list. She was up for it. Will see what she comes back with. Feeling like this is moving forward and that $$ will come.
Jax's back is doing so much better. He's able to go to daycare and have fun. Still needs monitoring but at least he can go. Take him to dog park too.
That's it!
Continuing to listen to Abraham Hicks.
Went to lunch the other day with AJ and we were talking houses again, he mentioned that i was focusing on it too much and I need to back off it like Abraham says. I realized he was right. I am focusing and getting upset about it. We have a good idea of where and what we want it's just the $$ we are needing to come in for it.
There is still a part that doesn't want to do the work of boxing up etc and moving. i just want to move.
I was talking to him how as a child I always wanted to move. We looked at houses and I was excited that I would get to go to a new school etc - be someone else. In the end, we just moved down the street - nothing changed.
Then this morning I was thinking in the shower about it, and realized as an adult I wanted to move but didn't. Told AJ how .....oh, then I realized - this explains why suddenly I want another cat!!! Because every time I wanted to move, my mom would let me have another cat. The more I had the less i could move. And when I didn't get a cat then mom would do something that would keep me home. Moved from a room to a bigger room, to break the wall to add another room, to move downstairs to the apartment... cats and a dog between.
I needed to let all that go. it was insightful. And now over.
So, i am stepping back and just letting the moving/house be and know it will come. So will the money.
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We talked about going to Boston in October. Will have to see about the money. Reason - twofold. One AJ's brother and wife live there ..... and main one - Abraham has a session there. I'd like to go. We have to think and figure it out, and find the $$ for it. It's a thought.
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I was cutting the grass the other evening when I saw something at the flowers. Stopped and looked.... is that a tiny hummingbird????? Noooo...... what is that? It looks like a humming bird..... it's a
It's a humming bird MOTH! I was so very delighted! I've never seen one. I was smiling. Not my photo. It was gone when I finally got back with the camera. Made grassing cutting fun.
My stitches are out and foot is fine. My back is sore tho. There's really stuff I'm creating in the vortex that is causing my body illnesses. Ugh. I need to stop the resistances!!!! And I'm not sure what they are.....
I took something - either food or pills - that my body had enough of. Last week Thursday was cleaning the bathroom in the afternoon, suddenly twinged in my low back, and I was out for the count. It's finally starting to feel a BIT better - still painful but I can stand up and walk upright.
Went yesterday (Saturday) to Carol's - from church - for a mediumship course. Might a nice woman, Karen. I liked her. There is a guy - Rhys coming in August to teach a another course, signed up for that too.
Jax is doing well. Going to try the TWR again. Will bring him next week.
Kinda thinking of staying either in Strath or moving to London one day. Still going to look at Windsor, but think London will be nicer - know more around here, church is here, etc.
Not much more.
Oh, wings.....
Not me. But I was out there pruning yesterday. Just trimming up a bit of the bushes etc. It's so easy to maintain the gardens this year. Last year I wasn't sure I could do it, but this year... a bit here, a bit there..... put the shears in your pocket....miss...point into right foot.... OWCH!!!
Humm, blood...oh shit a lot of blood coming out! Oh oh, shoe is filling with blood - better go in a clean it. Blood all over the floor in the bathroom, in the shower. Finally got it to slow down, bandaged it up. An hour later, after AJ kept saying I need to go to the hospital and get some stitches. No, look it's fine. Oh shit, blood all over the floor. Ok, yeah let's go.
Took a taxi as I couldn't really drive - besides didn't want to get blood all over the new SUV. Was closed again when we got into the taxi and hospital. More nervous about the freezing needle then anything else.
When it first hit my foot, it really didn't hurt that much. I knew I had hurt it, but was more like eh, don't do that, and turned to continue looking at what to prune next. Thought after, I'd better look at it again, something doesn't sense right. I pulled my foot out of the slipper (can't think of the shoes type, but it was plastic/full closed front, slide in type) and saw a lot of blood just gushing out and realized I'd better deal with this instead. At no point did it really hurt - until today. Now it stings. It's healing and sore. Took an Advil last night so I'm a bit tired on top of it all. Want to go to church later - not sure I feel up to it. Might go nap again.
Was only about 2 or 3 or 4 stitches. Very small. It was I think just perfectly on that spot where I hit a good vein - hence all the blood pouring out. Not up for gardening today. Tomorrow going to bring Jax to Tail Waggin for a the first time in months. Bit nervous, but he should be fine, and I'm going to meet Sue for coffee, then do some grocery shopping. Don't think I will be cutting the grass tomorrow either. Will have to get to that at some point this week. I was going to do that yesterday - tho my plan changed suddenly.
It's cool but sunny and beautiful out. Really a good day to do things in the garden/yard. I'm just not up for it.
Posted my pruning goof on facebook. Ended with 'send chocolates'. Still waiting for them. ha ha ha.
