Humming Moth

Continuing to listen to Abraham Hicks.

Went to lunch the other day with AJ and we were talking houses again, he mentioned that i was focusing on it too much and I need to back off it like Abraham says.  I realized he was right.  I am focusing and getting upset about it.  We have a good idea of where and what we want it's just the $$ we are needing to come in for it.  

There is still a part that doesn't want to do the work of boxing up etc and moving.  i just want to move.

I was talking to him how as a child I always wanted to move.  We looked at houses and I was excited that I would get to go to a new school etc - be someone else.  In the end, we just moved down the street - nothing changed.

Then this morning I was thinking in the shower about it, and realized as an adult I wanted to move but didn't.  Told AJ how .....oh, then I realized - this explains why suddenly I want another cat!!! Because every time I wanted to move, my mom would let me have another cat.  The more I had the less i could move.  And when I didn't get a cat then mom would do something that would keep me home.  Moved from a room to a bigger room, to break the wall to add another room, to move downstairs to the apartment... cats and a dog between.

I needed to let all that go.  it was insightful.  And now over.

So, i am stepping back and just letting the moving/house be and know it will come.  So will the money.

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We talked about going to Boston in October.  Will have to see about the money.  Reason - twofold.  One AJ's brother and wife live there ..... and main one - Abraham has a session there.  I'd like to go.  We have to think and figure it out, and find the $$ for it.  It's a thought.

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I was cutting the grass the other evening when I saw something at the flowers.  Stopped and looked.... is that a tiny hummingbird?????  Noooo......  what is that?  It looks like a humming bird.....  it's a 

It's a humming bird MOTH!   I was so very delighted!  I've never seen one.  I was smiling.  Not my photo.  It was gone when I finally got back with the camera.  Made grassing cutting fun.