Saturday, May 25, 2019

In The Midnight Hour

Augh.  Its 1230am.  I can't sleep.  I knew that was going to be a bit of a gamble.  I went to bed at 8pm because I just couldn't keep my eyes open.  I was so wiped.  Now I'm awake.  

We got our SUV today.  Was there for 2 1/2 hours.  Did the financial stuff, then Kayla (salesperson) spent the rest of the time going thru each and every button on the SUV.  Explained the radio/menu stuff too.  She was the best seller I've ever met.  She took the time to explain it all, made sure we knew things, answered all our questions, - showed me were and how to use the key if I need to.  That I hope I never will need to do - very difficult - easy as to where and how, but difficult to get the handle off the door to get to the key hole.

Jax was with us.  We had gone to Dr Steve first.  He's very pleased with Jax and said he could go back to Tail Waggin - but monitored.  He will be happy about that!  Jax misses going there.  I will take him in June.  Talked with Sue the other day - had coffee with her, and said we will plan her dog Lilly and Jax can get together at TWaggin.

Was strange driving home - different car.  Higher up of course.  Had to learn the feel of his SUV.

Now I need a new goal.  Was happy to get the SUV, happy to get home with it, but it's done with now, and just an SUV .... that I really like.  So next goal.....

Maybe focus on that $$$$$?

I just can't think of something.  Thought about moving.  But still don't know where to move to.  Also, being here I'm getting use to places in London.  I like the people and church.  Glad about Dr Steve.  Made a few friends finally around.  Cate and Sue, and from church - Sandy.

Saw Dr Leung on Wednesday.  Went to see mom first.  Then to the doc.  That was a long day too!  She was ok with my Methotrexate being taken once a month.  Maybe more like once every 6 weeks.  She explained that my upper back is creating bone inside on the spine.  I have to be careful.  If my body is tired, rest.  Don't push things.  Figure out easy ways.  Which I said I already do - I buy precut vegs as I can't really cut them etc.  I watch when I'm on stairs.  

Mom is struggling with sis over D.  She says that mom shouldn't let her son D sleep there - let him sleep on the park bench - then maybe he will come home.  He's 17 almost 18 and hoping to get into the army this summer.  He's never going back home - too many problems and controls/rules.  So now mom and sis aren't talking.  I'm so very glad I'm not close there and involved.  Sis doesn't talk to me as it is.  I hope he gets into the army.  I can see the stress on mom.  She's not focused on general things, and missing comments.  AJ talked a bit and she didn't hear or answer him at times.  I think she's too worried about D and trying not to control him either, but keep him safe until he gets into the army.  I told her to stop pushing him towards sis etc.  It's not going to work - as I've said for a year now.  Very surprisingly I mentioned the SUV and she asked about the cost, which I didn't answer, and nodded when she got to a price and continued talking.  She said that it was a good idea, we were still young enough for a new SUV, need the safety.  She didn't comment anything on the money and me spending it.  It was a confirmation that I am vibrating at a higher level finally with that issue about mom and money and her comments on my spending.  Or she's given up on it as it's no use.  Either way - good.  Will probably go visit her some time in June.

Watching The Lost Viking Army on TV.  Interesting.  Think i will end here, and continue watching it.

Ta

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