I've been looking for 'a better feeling' when I have been down. And doing much more meditating. It's helping. I had some growth this week in the emotion area, in just finding that better feeling when I have been down. Working too on releasing limiting beliefs. Although I'm writing that I'm doing this stuff, it's not much that I can really explain on it. I just know as it comes up, I look and shift it as best as I can.
I had found too a guided meditating you tube - Unlock Your Life. I really like her way of what she says in the meditating. She has some on weight loss too that follow closely to Abraham Hicks ideas. She has Think Yourself Slim site too. I thought of buying the downloads, but decided I would make a 21 day set up myself from what I could find on youtube Took me a few hours last night to get them into an order etc. Basically have a teaching video, then a guided weight (most of them), then an affirmation video, and then a night guided meditation one. Feel good about them.
Jax is doing well. Took him to the dog park today and he ran and ran. No other dog around, but he was happy to go. Now it's nap time for him.
We looked at a house here in town, backing onto a golf course. The house wasn't for us. It had what we wanted but just wasn't it. So we keep looking.
Going to meet Cate at Tim's for coffee this afternoon. Other then that I've been working at some art projects. Came up with a 3 set painting, that ended up adding a paint pour with it because I had left over paint that I needed to do something with! ha ha ha. Still working on them. I did do a few others:
Made a few more, but didn't photograph them. These are pretty good. Remember I'm a simple painter! What I see to paint, and what ends up on the canvass are often different.
My chest is better, tho still get pains. Mostly I think because of something I ate. Or the weather. I'm able to cut grass, weed the flower beds - which is unending it seems. There are so many weeds, I've sort of given up. I think we will have to cut down our cherry tree.
Looks like it has a fungus in the trunk. Sad about that. Looks interesting tho. I'm wondering if the crab apple tree has it too as this year the leaves seem to be dried up. The cherry tree had cherries on it and is lovely. Just the trunk....... I'm thinking....let's move instead of cut it down. ha ha ha
Kinda like the car idea - get a new SUV instead of fix the little things going wrong. Speaking of SUV, still loving our new SUV. I am so happy that we have it.
Drama with nephew/sis and mom continue. Tho D did get accepted into the army. He is to go August 16/19 up north in Quebec. Just have to get to that point, and that he goes. It will be best for everyone apparently. I told sis that M can come visit us if he wants. She told him and he said he might want to. He has 2 weeks summer school, then off. We are good with him coming here for a bit. He's always been my boy, in a way. He was the one I held for years when he was first born/young. There's a bit of a heart connection with him for me. Doubt he feels that, but that's ok. If he doesn't want to show up, that's ok with me too. I keep my alignment - most important.
Mom isn't really talking with sis. Tho sis has called her a few times. Mom says what sis yelled at her broke her, and she needs to apologize for it. I'm guessing sis's take is she doesn't even know what she said to mom that needs to be apologized for as she believes what she said. Personally I just listen to both sides and be nonjudgmental to both. As both believe they are right, and both are entitled to what they feel - and what they create. It has nothing to do with me, and I'm going to do my best to keep it that way. Even if M asks me, my take on it - it's to not take either side, or to make either one the bad person. They are all good people. But just to help him see they are who they are, and that he creates his own reality and life.
Well, there it is. It's 12 noon, should look for lunch before I go. Wishing anyone reading this blessings of light.
Ta
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