No real surprise. She's looking for cancer probably. Multiple Myeloma or Lymphoma Cancer. I was thinking of emailing her and asking what she was thinking, but I don't want to bother her......she would answer I know, I don't want to be confirmed I guess. Blessing or curse of the internet. Can look it up. I do have some of the issues on the list. And if it is that, I guess my life will take a new turn. Losing weight won't be too much of an issue or focus.
I don't know how I feel about it. I do kinda wish to talk to her about it. But then again, maybe that's not what she is looking for. Yeah, that doesn't make sense to me if that's what she wrote. I love this doctor.... even if she didn't talk to me about it. I know she would talk if I asked. She is the only one that believed me years ago and trusted what I was saying. Eventually she found markers on RA etc and has been so patient with me not wanting certain meds. I wonder what I will do if.....
Went to bed at 730pm last night - I was exhausted. I'm still doing my needles. I'm hoping by Friday that I will feel better (usually start to) as I will be driving a lot - going to drop AJ off at his brother's place and then on to the old community. Have it all planned out. Took an AIrbnb room for Jax and myself for the night. I am looking forward to it. Will be a few days before I write again as I will be on the road etc.
Really not up to writing much else. Still kinda tired, and just want to relax. I'm not even able to read my books which is sad to me. I want to start reading them. I have spoken to Jerilyn and am scheduled to see her in January 2018 for talk. Took out a few of the Christmas stuff out to see what I want out. I had a few things from my aunt which I decided to pack up and keep for my cousin's children (both are married) I think they will like the memory of them. I bought some new bulbs etc - dark almost black blue ones, and dark orangy gold ones - really like those colours. Look forward to putting them up at some point.
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