Next Day

This day is a bit better overall.  And about 4 days after my Metho shot - so no surprise I'm feeling a better.....until I shoot again.

My thyroid blood test came back, still waiting for Reverse FT3.  But T3 is up, and T4 is low.  Meaning a maybe a bit of iron issue.  That could be as I've always had some trouble with iron since my last surgery.  It's wacky.  Going to look at getting some iron pills then.  Actually might help with the depression/sadness etc too.  Maybe it's not so much the Metho then. 

One of the things I thought of last night was that empty feeling I have.  Think that has to do with the missing God part.  Use to help but now since God is gone - it's just empty and I feel it.  

Talked with AJ about a new car (SUV) and travelling today.  He said if we took the money from his RRSP - that would leave us, him, with about 3 years of living money - for the day to day things that he has to take money out for.  Well that's not comfortable for me.  As it is his RRSP is going to last us about 6 years.   Then for us to have comfortable money - as in making it day to day like now, we will probably need to either buy zero things or sell the house.  Ugh - might have to move back to a lease land idea or an apartment.  Both sound sad and awful to me.

As for the traveling - he'd be happy with day trips around.  And thinks that we could probably manage a bit more - just not every week.  Maybe once a month or so.  That's what we are going to do.    

And opt to win a lottery.

Tomorrow I have a seminar that I'm going to with the walking group.  Day thing on ? don't remember.  It's an outing for me for a few hours.  Maureen is going.

Speaking of Maureen, she and Mike put their house up for sale on Thursday and sold it Friday, above asking, no conditions, open moving.  Good for them.  They were over on Sunday as they were to have an open house - not needed now - and needed to go somewhere with the dog.  Said come over.  She had gone last Thursday to that Art Shop we had been at and did some art there that day instead of walking.  Fair enough as I did text that I didn't think I was walking.  Had thought of bring Moonbeam to the vet, but he was ok. (?)   So I asked her if she had done anymore art, either at home or at the shop.  She snipped at me how could she? she was busy?  had a tone of why would you ask such a stupid question.  So I shut up again.  So glad they sold and are moving.  It depresses me to have such a person in my life, that me asking something like that causes her to snip at me.  It's not the kind of friendship I want to be in.  Have about 3 months until they must move, and I don't see her that often anymore so that's good.

Look forward to tomorrow's seminar.  Bit calmer with the foods, not sure what I'm going to do about the lunch that they will be serving.  And then on Tuesday (4 days later) we go to TO.  Maybe I will just do IP in between those days, not worry about it so much, and hope weight gain wont be more then the 3 lbs I've already put on.

That's about it.