It's Good Friday. Has been a busy week. One of the more upsetting thing was my little Moonbeam had a tumor - which needed to be removed. All went well. This morning he got his 'bowl' off his head and licked the stitches. Got two out, and was bleeding. Of course the vet is closed today. Very costly to go to the emergency vet.... I decided to use bandaids. It has stopped bleeding, and it's not too bad, though those stitches would help. He is suppose to get them out on Monday. Looks like it's ok.
Saw Dr B who wanted me again to be on Phase 1. Oh, 2 weeks ago I was 205.6 lbs......and this weigh in I was..... 205.6 lbs.! Exactly the same. No loss, no gain. I was so glad. Remember I thought I would have a gain. A stall was a good gift. I decided that I was not going to have any skinny syrup, and really limit the snacks. Changed from the flax bagels to just one slice of lc bread. Also, really limit snacking at night! Since Wednesday I have been doing this.
I went to see my spiritual counsellor last week too. She explained at that I just need to focus on the next 10 pounds. Once I get thru that I will continue... to whatever weight I want to feel go at. 180...160 lbs. Somehow her helping me see this, confirming my wanting to stop is just me being tired, and saying I can do this - has helped me to remind myself I can do this. So I suck it up, especially at night, I drink water, and remind myself I CAN DO THIS!!! Yes.
Found an easter egg in my purse, from last weigh in. I put it in the freezer for my Poon weigh in day. That's the day I allow myself treats. Tomorrow we go to see my mom. My sister might be there too. Will be nice.
Wishing all a wonderful bunny day!
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