Quickie!

It's a quickie post.  Cold and raining today.  Fingers are achy.  Jax went for a spa today, grooming and clipping.  I went to art class.  Finished my bird painting:

I know, I'm not artist - that's ok, I enjoy doing it and that's what matters.

Was unofficially down a pound today, will have to see what happens when I see Dr B at Dr Poon's clinic next Tuesday.

I am feeling better about MCTD etc and my decision, especially about the steroids.  I feel like I'm back in balance.  It's part of who I am, I need to go to the worse place and decide what I am going to do and then once I know, everything else starts to be easier to deal with.  AJ knows this about me, and is able to listen to me deal.  My friend Talia, can't.  She was upset that I wouldn't take the meds. She feels I should take the meds even if I gain weight and change moods - what does it matter?  It's only a body?  True.  But for me it matters.  I don't want to be that person on meds that is so crazy and emotional...and fat.  In the end, it will be me who has to live my life, and AJ is ok with it.  Quality instead of quantity.  But then who knows what tomorrow brings.  Hopefully a winning lottery ticket?  ha ha ha.  😸🙌

Wow.  That's really it!  It was a quickie post today.