Yesterdays start was fine. Nothing exciting. A bit more hungry and having to deal with oh yeah not eating that. Did, and this week will, have a few more IP foods to get the week started/going.
Funny, I'm not overly worried about the foods or the weight at the moment. My goal this week is to stay on IP and stay with the foods that I am to eat. More so then keeping to only 3 IP meals. If I have 4 or 5 this week, so be it. Next week I will cut it as I get more use to being back on IP. I know that's not exactly following IP as they want to have you start 3 asap. I do remember Laura saying 4 off and on would be ok the first week.
I did end up going to see the new IP ...consult? don't know what to call her. C was ok. Not overly personable. Laura was more friendly. C said come back in 2 weeks if I want as it's a bit of a drive for me. That is ok, but I don't know if I would have wanted to wait 2 weeks at the start, I was willing to go every week for a few weeks. I didn't know if I wanted to go in the first place, or just do it on my own. At the last minute I decided to go and weigh in with C for a few weeks just to get the foods needed. I think after a few weeks of doing 2 week weigh ins, I will do monthly and just order foods as needed.
What keeps running thru my head is how interested I am to do thing again. To lose weight again. It goes back to an insight I had with Marly about how losing weight is all I know how to do in life, and have been doing it all my life. So I'm back at it again. It seems different this time, knowing that.
Currently I'm not so hyper about my weight either. I have weighed in this morning and I'm down 1 pound from yesterday. That's good, but doesn't excite me as before, just pleased.
Onward..........
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