Sunshine

Today is very sunny.  Cold, but not freezing.  And I got the back cleaned up this morning.  Moved the bird feeders back - confused the birds and the twins.  Best of all, my chest didn't hurt so much!  Yeah!

I don't feel like writing lately.  Not much of what is going on seems to be interesting to me.  Joan's reply was that I was doing well.  My session with her was deep and good.  Basically ended up with healing hands.  I so wish my hands could/would be healing to myself and others.

This morning was an issue again about eating and foods - I'm just so not interested anymore in weight, food, eating etc.  I'm clear on wanting to eat foods that are good for me/ my body, but I'm not going to worry about them.  And I told AJ I wanted both his and my scales to be put away.  I don't want either of us to pay attention to the scales.  I don't want to hear about his weight or mine.  If clothes fit, then weight is the same - otherwise the clothes will be bigger or smaller.  He said ok.

I have done some more art work.  Have to get to taking photos of them.

I don't know if anyone reads this anymore.  I use to have with google plus a few that showed this blog was being read, but now on just google is shows for weeks zero.  Don't know if that's true or not.  I think that is making me feel like not writing much as why bother.  I guess if felt better that there was someone in the world who would once in a while see what crazy writing I had.

Think I will stop with the Tuesday, Friday and probably Sunday posts as they probably aren't interesting.  I will still post giggles and insights and art and maybe teaching stuff along the regular posts - but no longer make them specific.

The twins are really interested in the new spot for the feeder.  I think they see more birds as it has the tree there too.  Currently they both are swashed together on the top of the cat stand - one looking out, the other trying to sleep.  Star is doing so much better at letting me pat him - not so much picking him up, but patting.  Especially when I pee - he comes running in at wants me to pat him as I sit there.  Really?  ha ha ha.

Jax has been to the dog park a bit more lately.  The weather is better, so we go.  Saw Michelle a few times.  She's friendly, but I don't feel she really wants to be friends with me.  Oh well.

Still listening to Abraham Hicks on youtube.  

Feeling a bit up and down today.  Not sure why.  After breakfast just started crying - have no idea why.  Then after a hug from AJ, I went outside to work.

Guess that's about it for the moment.

Ta