Thursday Ramble

Frosty out today.  Walked Jax up the street and turned around, too cold for me.  At least it's sunny out.  Will have to walk Jax later again.

Woke last night to the frost quakes booming around us.  Find them interesting to listen to.  Just as long as they don't shake our house!!!  Our house is on pillars in the ground as it's a modular type.  Dirt ground underneath.    Would love to get some new siding put on as it's so old (30 yrs) and it's a bit cool at times / or hot in the summer at times.  AJ and I talk of siding and then look at the bank account, wonder how we can do it.  Oh, see, I'm rambling off.

Went to art class today.  I enjoy it, but interestingly after I finished my painting - of either a stump or a rock (depends on how you see it - was to be a rock when I started..) I heard in my head - I'm finished with art.  Scary thing is, I didn't know if that ment I was finished for the day or finished going.  I hope it was just for the day.  I did leave early.

I'm in a bit of a funk today too.  I just so want this weight to come off, also feel a bit of a headache today.  I am glad at each pound that comes off, but still... I'd like a chunk to get me under 200 lbs. (I'm at Poon - 211 lbs.  weighed today at 212 lbs augh)   I did go to the gym today after art class - did 20 mins cardio, and 20 mins weights / stretches.  I'm not wanting to eat, and yet hungry.  Bad combo.  Funny thing is, I FEEL thinner, I feel I'm smaller.  Yet the scale doesn't say so, and neither do my tops or pants.  Though they tend to be stretchy ones so that's hard to gauge.  So I just keep exercising, walking, and eating those allowable foods (within proper amounts too!)  I just keep trying to drink water too.

Today's food (so far):
B - cran/flax muffin (from ONS store, approved), butter, jam, tea
L - broccoli salad (bit), some turkey meat, protein bar, pepperitte, tea
D - planning on - crepe (egg/chia/cream cheese), chicken, with mushrooms/ swiss chard / zucchini mix, BBQ sauce, tea.  Hoping for no dessert
S - if needed - cloud bread with jam

And water!