Behind

Ah, I'm lagging behind again!

It's been busy the last few days.  Hang on I just have to check what I wrote before.  Ok, no, it doesn't look like I've written about what happened.

So, you know Milo has a brother.  Brother Star was too scared to be adopted out when Milo was.  Months later, they posted Star was adoptable.  And I never heard anything else about it.  Since getting Milo I have thought often of his brother.  I would look at Milo playing and think - and say to AJ - that we need another one for him to play with.  AJ would say he's fine.  I'd laugh.  But I could see another one with him.  Same age.  I would like ok, maybe in a few years.....

Then the other night I sent a question about Star.  Nope, he wasn't adopted yet.  I had a feeling he wouldn't get adopted.  There was something about him that .... the picture doesn't look 'cute'.  He has a reserved, shy, held back look / feel about him.

I asked AJ.  He looked at me and said I had a choice either the wild birds or Star.  In the end it was an easy answer.  I'll be asking for bird seed for Christmas, Valentines, Easter, My birthday.........

The story on Star is, there were 2 people interested. An 18 yrs old which they thought no.  And a mom with 3 kids - also very much no.  Star apparently is special needs.  Huh?  He needs a home with other cats, as he loves to be with them, a home that is quiet and a home with not a lot of action going on.  Maddie said that when we came to get Milo that she hoped we would take Star too, but he wasn't ready to go.  In the end, we did take Star too! ha ha ha.

He's confused and scared a bit.  He's much better then Milo was - he's not a puddle of kitten.  He just sits beside me and looks around.  Wonders about the hissing cats.  Milo why are you hissing at your brother?  And wonders about the dog that comes up to him.  Jax of course is content with another pet.  More food bowls to lick.  Princess surprised me - she's not as hissy with him.  I think they like each other more then the brothers do.  

The brothers are so TWINS!  Milo has a black blob over his right eye, Star's is over his left eye.  Star is heavier then Milo, and a bit bigger.  But both are black and white, with so similar markings.  I love it!  Had although I had an immediate love for Milo, with Star it took until this morning at 5am when I held him and felt his softness of heart.  He's a lovely, lovely soul.  I'm in love with him too now.  He's not my baby like Milo is, he's my pussalin.  

Today AJ had an appointment in London, so we booted it there.  He's fine.  And we came back home for my RA telehealth appointment.  Basically she said my chest pain was more like a spasm.  She said if the MTX wasn't working that she would change the meds next time I saw her.  I have 5 months until then to get AIP working.  I didn't tell her I rarely inject either.  I do still take the MTX but it just fatigues and anxious me.  Guess I will see what happens in the next few months.

Tonight I'm going to go to the healing circle.  I think I can do it tonight!