Circle

Went to the healing circle the other night.  It was fine.  I wouldn't say I was in love with it.  I did wonder why I was there.  As in, do I really want to go back to this type of life?  Problem is, there's not much else around and it's something familiar.  In the end, I decided I'd go to the next one in January.  I also mentioned to the one 'leader' about Hoponono.  She suggested I lead a meditation on it.  I laughed.  She said yes, you need to do it!  I probably will in April or May.

My little pussalin Star is hiding in the basement under the stairs.  I checked.  He's fine.  He has come out a few times - looking for food I think.  I have given him some food.  I'm trying to hand feed him.  He will be fine over time and come out more.  Opphs. no, he's not in the basement.  I went to go bring him some food and he wasn't there.  He's upstairs back in the carrier in the orange room.  Guess it was warmer then the cement floor.  I sat and fed him a bit, and stroke his head.  He was good with it.

I went to see Dr Christy.  Basically my thyroid is so off.  She said go back the the thyroid hormone as it has the T4/T3  instead of just T4.  And although Walmart can't get it, there is a compound pharmacy they use that can mostly get it.  I wasn't overly sure my insurance would pay for it, so I called the lovely NP Gabrielle.  Surprise a cancellation for today.  I went, I asked to go back to the thyroid hormone and that I could get it at the compound pharmacy.  She asked about the other doctor - Dr Emily., the Diabetic Doctor that I asked her to send me to.  I said I have an appointment in April - I'd like to be back on Thyroid Hormone.  She agreed.

I called the pharmacy and explained the two and insurance.  He was super nice and fine with it all.  Yeah.

My saliva adrenal/hormone didn't come back yet so no go there yet.  My Vit D is 76.  the 'normal levels' is 75-200.  I laughed and said well it's in normal levels.  Dr C laughed too.  Said well, yes, but.....  So taking 5,000 of that.  Magnesium up it to 400 iu.  I'm most happy that A) being back on Thyroid Hormone, and B) getting stuff  started and cleared up.  As far as AIP she's ok with me starting Jan 6.  She said about hunger that she would rather I eat something allowed then try to lose weight thinking.  Just eat and heal first.  I am working on trusting in healing and not focusing on weight loss.


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Know what.  I started writing this the other day.  Apparently I got side tracked and never got back to it.  Must have been the twins!

Those two kittens are doing well together.  Star is much more calmer and out of the basement.  He's taken to staying on the downstairs cat stand.  At least it's with us when we watch tv so that's good.  He's still a bit confused about morning breakfast foods.  Runs.  But bed time crunchies - he seems to get the idea of going upstairs, and goes onto the chair in the mediation room.  That's fine to be fed there.  He's out of the way, but upstairs.

Yesterday I was so out of it!  So wiped/fatigued.  I couldn't even sleep during the day as I was spacey.  Today is much better.


About it!  Ta