Down The Line

Not much to say again.  Kinda boring last few days.  Methoxrate made me spacey and wiped too.  Last night took an Advil so now I'm really spacey and wiped.  Not sure if it was the weather or the MTX that was giving me the headache.  Advil really didn't help my stomach tho..... think I have ulcers again.  Have some symptoms, AJ says to go get it checked.  That requires me to see the blessed NP.... don't want to see her and have her say, you probably have ulcers - take some Antacids.  Oh really?  Besides I don't believe or like to take antacids.  I do have some herbal ph balance pills that help, and have been taking them.  AJ thinks I should get scoped again to check.  Have had those scopings because of stomach issues.  Eh, will see.

My session with Joan was interesting.  Came up with 5 generations back on my mother's side that woman had an issue with money and lost it.  Created into the DNA of that side downwards a belief about money and not being able to have it / keep it / end up losing it etc.  Did healing on that and brought forward the healing.  I can see in my grandmother and mother that same issue about money.  I do feel a sense of a shift around money and abundance.  Next day I got $10 from AJ because he had won $40.  That was nice.  (he bought another ticket and kept $10 for himself - shares equally)  Also still doing that tapping.  Have to finish the last one of the 21 days today.  Then we will start the 30 day $100,000.00.  

Changed the bedding and put some comforters down on my side...sorta helps but not great.  Need to buy a better topper if we don't get the other mattress.

James came and did the stones around the bird feeder last week.  Looks much better then the dirt ...that grows the dropped seeds.  Hopefully will be easier to keep clean.

Really need to cut the grass, but the weather went hot and humid again.  Then there are the trees that need trimming.

Got a new house cleaner - at least going to try this company.  Every 3 weeks.  Need to budget that in.  I just have trouble with cleaning.  The other one was good just didn't click with her.  This one, I liked the woman, but it's her cleaners that will come.  I'm optimistic about it.  And optimistic we will be able to continue having them show up.

Going tomorrow to see Cate for a laser treatment.  After the last one, those 2 weeks were a bit of a struggle.  Will see how this goes and the weeks after.  Also get a massage - she offered if free with the completion of the lasering.  Sure!  Where am I with that you ask?  (not not, but going to get an answer!)  I'm doing good.  I have days that I eat - did get that fish and chips a while ago.  Down 12 lbs since July 9th.  Could have done better - but then, I'm aiming for life not goal this time.

Hot day - made cauliflower soup with ham for lunch!  ha ha ha.

There you go.... such excitement I know.