Upright Beech

 

Moonbeam's tree came today.  We buried him this morning and later John brought us the tree.  I hope he likes where I placed him.  I like to think he does.  He's actually the first pet, had about 15 already, that I got the body back and was able to bury him.

I'm still on the edge of sadness.  Yesterday was a bit harder then the first day.  Woke up knowing he wasn't coming for his morning scratches and breakfast etc.  Today just feels down.

I still have Princess and Jax who will, hopefully, live a long time.  But I just don't want anymore pets.  I know I might change my mind, but I hope I don't.  I am finding this part too hard as the years go on.  I know it's not the sad to remember, but I feel sick about it.  And cat wise, well, with Princess I still need to find someone who is able to stay with her if we go anywhere.  Michelle will come to feed her and bit with her for a bit, but I'd like a back up that will come and read a book for a few hours and just sit with her.  Jax can go into the kennel.  Princess into the kennel.... not sure she would do good.  It will be easier to just have Jax one day.  I need Princess though, I love cats, and I'm not ready for her to leave me.  Maybe the cattery will be ok............


Took Jax to a new day care.  They had the wilds - forest and woods (ok same thing), they looked a bit disorganized as in they are still building the place.  But everything I have read about them - people love it.  And Tim is a dog trainer.  They had mostly big dogs so that makes me wonder.  Then again, Jax is good with dogs - just likes little ones better.

Princess and Jax are going on a eating plan change too.  They could be slimmer.  So they can join us!

I cleaned the gardens again.  When John came I asked him about a few plants - which he explained were weeds.  Why did these other people plant so many weeds???????  

With my chest, still pains.  I've been having them and have decided to try more water.  I noticed the other day - attempting to drink more water - that the pain wasn't as bad.  I now just need to remember water, water, water.

Yeah, it's a funky post, fits with my unfocused, funky mood.