Happy Room

Ah, you will be happy to know I got my semi-act together and took photos, AND downloaded those cards I made.  I even got organized and wrote them up for Sunday's Blog on Krystal's Colours 

Will have them up and ready for Sunday.

Today I'm a bit exhausted.  And the cleaner is coming - hurray!  Just on edge and tired.  Challenge is to be focused on food plan today.

And happy?

Yup.  I'm still happy.

I have one of my beats that is an affirmation one, which has two sentences.

1.  Happiness is a choice.

2.  If I'm not happy one day, I can still be grateful for things.


I've been thinking on that happy feeling.  I realized for me, to be happy I needed to make room for those feelings.  It\s not something new to hear happiness is a choice or just choose to be happy or just act happy and you will be happy.

Nope. No. Naha.  That didn't work for me.

What worked?  Well.  I cleared room in my mind and in my heart.  THEN there was room in me to be happy feeling.

I've been watching this for a while as I wasn't sure if it was a fluke and would leave soon again.  But it's been months now.  First thing I noticed I was much more easier about God.  I have room in me for God again.  As like a God of before?  No.  But God.  Driving to my sis's I was singing and a WOW worship song came on.....and I sang away, content, happy and seeing God is a confused, perplexed mixed sense in me.  And I'm good with that now   I can do the 'church' God, yet still lean toward the Energy Divine Spirit.  So for me that's good and made room for some happiness to come in.

Being in this house that is now in order gave me a big healing of releasing.  So helped calm me, let go of all the stress involved with moving etc.  There was room there to be happy.

Then I have been doing a lot of that childhood healing work.  Especially the stuff that is with Joan / comes out of the sessions with her.  That leading to taking back my power, clearing those old beliefs really made a lot of room - and it filled with happiness and contentedness.

#2.  I like that because there are days where feeling or being happy just isn't happening.  It eases up happy.  It makes it ok to not be happy every moment, every day.  It allows me to recognize that some moments I'm just not going to be feeling all that up, and it's good.  Allows room, which makes more room for happy to come again.

And now, it's time for lunch!