Subway to Japan

I had a perplexing dream that has not left me.

First - AJ's family is coming and we are serving Subway wraps and sandwiches.  

Second - I think Japan is .... precise, calm and regal.

Third - I've never been too interested in working.

Dream -. I was going to work and stopped at Subway for a wrap.  

I had to be at work by 10 because I was going to Japan. (I believe).  

They were taking a long time with my wrap, I was getting upset.  I tried to go behind the counter but the weather changed seasons.  (Yeah ???). I went back out front and started crying that I had to get to work as the plane was leaving at 10.  I was getting desperate, and wanting my wrap/sandwich.  

I tried going behind again but the house had different rooms and I couldn't find the sandwich making counter.  (Yeah ???)

I was crying that I now missed my plane and they continued to ignore me.  I wanted to leave but I couldn't because I didn't have my wrap/sandwich.

I was so stressed, upset, list, crying, disappointed, wondering why I didn't just leave.  And still trying to get them to make/give me my wrap.

So....am I still over focused on food?  Am I changing?  Am I ?????

I haven't figured out yet about this dream.  Sent it off to Joan for her insight.

Today was an early day as I had my oncologist appointment.  Was up at 6am, showered, breakfast, walk, and off.  Jax went to daycare and went continued on.  Got there on time, and went to have my bloodwork done.  

Saw the doc.  As soon as I saw him, I liked him.  He was very, very nice and polite.  Young doctor, very knowledgeable and respectful - listened, explained and asked.  

As I knew, I'm not close to the concern level of 30 (I'm just at 7), but he was fine with getting a base line and paying attention to it  Asked who was monitoring it - no one.  He did more special blood work and will give me the results.  He is sending me for full xray to see whether there any bone lesions.

Best part - with my learning to change - I answered his questions as best I could and as honestly as I could - instead of whining of my pain - I told him - yes, I have pain, it's changed and it changed last fall.  But as of summer lately I am better.  I didn't focus on what little pain I do have. I did say that my fatigue is very high.

As AJ and I left we talked about the Doctor P - we both agreed he looked so much like the one in Barrie that AJ saw when he was having kidney cancer.  Realized later - same doctor!!!  Will have to talk to him about that the next time I see him.  Unless the bloodwork or xray show anything of concern, I will just see him in 6 months.  I don't believe I will be seeing him earlier. 

And lasering?  Perfectly fine with him.

Happy day overall.  😊