Ugh.
A few weeks ago I had a flash desire of another cat. Then I dreamt of a big black and white male cat that was walking and I laughed - it made me very happy inside. I squashed all those feelings.
We went to Port Huron for lunch with my friend and her hubby. That went well and was very enjoyable. AJ did most of the talking which was fine with me. I really didn't know what to say. We went to a buffet - and I did well with the food - steam veg, steam fish, a bite of pot roast and sugar free jello. Got home and for dinner had a bar. Today I'm hungry and it's bothering me. Oh well.
When we were there, Jax was in daycare and Princess.....She was alone in the house with the radio on. Next day we went out again. Tomorrow we are going to my mother's, taking Jax. Princess in the house alone again.
When we got home, she was glad, but also wasn't eating much for a few days. She just seems 'off'. I'm not sure what to do.
Is she grieving still? I can understand she is. But how can I help her?
I'm starting to wonder if another cat will help her. She wont be so alone when we are gone out. I know she was always glad to have Moonbeam with her. That he taught her about me. She's backing a bit off from me. But then I trim her nails and brush her which she hates.
Would another cat be comforting to her? I keep rolling that in my head. I've talked with AJ about it and he's ok if we get another one.
Part of me still doesn't want another one, yet part of me is happy to have another one.
I am seeing even as I'm writing this that I'm going into that direction. Ugh.... yes, I feel it.
Ok then. Where are you kitten/cat? I do know a super calm, relaxed, indoor - no interest in outside male is the type we need in this house. I'm not apposed to an older cat either.
Guess time will tell when the adorable one will come.
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