Down

Not really in a good place at the moment.  Kinda down.  Kinda nauseated with the medications.  Kinda sad that my $$$$$$$$$$ nails only lasted a week before they started breaking - and I was careful.  Years ago I could go weeks - guess the glue they used for the tips wasn't the same.

Went to Lindsay yesterday.  She said I was to use the puffer I had before I went outside, and then when I came in if I needed it.  And again if I did any thing that caused me to breathe more (like exercise etc)  And to try not to go out too much.  Poor Jax doesn't really get a walk now.  I am to go back in 3 weeks if it is not better to get a chest xray.  Blessing, without saying anything the kid across the road shoveled our driveway!  He is a nice boy.  I was so glad he did that.

I haven't done much today and I don't know what we will have for dinner.  I'm trying not to puke.  Yesterday was needle day.  Tonight I think I will have a soak in espom salt.  See if that will help my shoulders - in pain.  

I feel really down and sad.  I probably will not post the rest of the week as I'm sure if anyone reads this they aren't interested in what I have to write at the moment.  Til later.