I have been feeling more calmer with foods so why the thoughts of OA/AA? I was talking AJ about going to something.
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I was going to delete the above, but decided to let it. This is what I tried to write about as I mentioned on my last post.
Feeling better today. Had taken an Advil that night and slept better. A few wake ups as usual.
Onward.
What had made me think of those OA/AA and TOPS was the feeling that I'm in a good place and want to go back onto IPA but I really would like the support or someone to do it with. I feel like after that insight of the wall me who is now off playing, that there is nothing really holding me back from dealing with my weight.
And being calm with the food, it feels like it's really a choice. Either way is fine. If I want to do this I can - I'll just have to give up foods and follow the plan but that's fine OR I can just choose to be as I am. It really is what do I want to do.
I also came across Cate here who does Laser. I had gone for my nails (birthday) and saw a flyer for Stop Smoking. I wonder if it did weight loss too? Of course it does. I called Cate and had a lovely talk with her. I saw her, we talked, she also does Essential Oils.
Her program is: Laser for about 5-6 weeks (3 times 1st week, then 2 times a week after that) then some shake powder, digestive pills, and oil pills to help cravings. She also offers some of her Doterra Oils. And after the 6 weeks of laser she will offer a treatment once a month for 6 months (since I'm not going to lost all the weight in 6 weeks) as long as I'm doing well and continue. Then after 6 months any treatment is $30 per treatment. I really liked her, enjoyed her company. I feel she's very sincere.
I told her I was going to wait until after my specialist appointment on July 3. She wanted me to confirm with the doc that the laser is ok. I will probably do it either way. Choices.....
That being basically decided...... I did speak with AJ about it as the cost is a bit higher then I planned. $500.00 I said I wanted to take the money out of my TFSA even though I know he's not liking that. I couldn't justify taking the money out of our budget as we really need that money. I told him that I know my TFSA is for my old age, but I want to do this and be happier now. There's not a lot in my account, but still it's the only place there's a bit of money.
I still need to totally decide, but I have semi-started. Not going to comment too much on it until I truly get somewhere with it, but will mention it off and on.
That's one part of all this. Yeah, part 2 is about OA/AA/TOPS...
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I was going to delete the above, but decided to let it. This is what I tried to write about as I mentioned on my last post.
Feeling better today. Had taken an Advil that night and slept better. A few wake ups as usual.
Onward.
What had made me think of those OA/AA and TOPS was the feeling that I'm in a good place and want to go back onto IPA but I really would like the support or someone to do it with. I feel like after that insight of the wall me who is now off playing, that there is nothing really holding me back from dealing with my weight.
And being calm with the food, it feels like it's really a choice. Either way is fine. If I want to do this I can - I'll just have to give up foods and follow the plan but that's fine OR I can just choose to be as I am. It really is what do I want to do.
I also came across Cate here who does Laser. I had gone for my nails (birthday) and saw a flyer for Stop Smoking. I wonder if it did weight loss too? Of course it does. I called Cate and had a lovely talk with her. I saw her, we talked, she also does Essential Oils.
Her program is: Laser for about 5-6 weeks (3 times 1st week, then 2 times a week after that) then some shake powder, digestive pills, and oil pills to help cravings. She also offers some of her Doterra Oils. And after the 6 weeks of laser she will offer a treatment once a month for 6 months (since I'm not going to lost all the weight in 6 weeks) as long as I'm doing well and continue. Then after 6 months any treatment is $30 per treatment. I really liked her, enjoyed her company. I feel she's very sincere.
I told her I was going to wait until after my specialist appointment on July 3. She wanted me to confirm with the doc that the laser is ok. I will probably do it either way. Choices.....
That being basically decided...... I did speak with AJ about it as the cost is a bit higher then I planned. $500.00 I said I wanted to take the money out of my TFSA even though I know he's not liking that. I couldn't justify taking the money out of our budget as we really need that money. I told him that I know my TFSA is for my old age, but I want to do this and be happier now. There's not a lot in my account, but still it's the only place there's a bit of money.
I still need to totally decide, but I have semi-started. Not going to comment too much on it until I truly get somewhere with it, but will mention it off and on.
That's one part of all this. Yeah, part 2 is about OA/AA/TOPS...
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