It's Baby Milo and Brother Star! Star is the one in front with the black under the chin. They are adorable. Milo is still my baby - he's just smaller and has that little kitten look. Brother Star has that adult look. They are funny together. They run thru the house and you can hear them rumbling. Princess is not thrilled, and Jax wants to join.
Joan says that Star feels like he's in charge. And that he choose us. That doesn't surprise me. He is a bit more ... not exactly bully..... butts himself in....... makes decisions? When AJ plays with them, AJ will play with Milo and then when Star comes running upstairs to play, Milo backs off - not all the time, but enough that we have noticed. Then they play together.
My hands have been hurting all day. Especially the left thumb were Star bite. Hands have all healed, just that one bite is still a bit there and it aches more. Rest of hands hurt / pain I think because of the colder weather. RA doc dealt with the ultrasound dept here, and the DI will do the ultrasound on my knees, and my fingers will have to go to Sarnia for MRI.
Still feeling fatigued too. Lots of naps lately. Did get the vacuuming done today, just not the floor mopping - that will be tomorrow's plan. Along with paper reading, hot chocolate, and more then likely... a nap. Otherwise I really do feel much better this week. Was manageable to stay on AIP foods. Found adding coconut cream to the chayote apples, with maple syrup and a few cherries is delicious!! Found the breakfast of cauliflower rice, coconut cream, apples - mixed and heated/cooked is a happy meal for me too. I think having that bit of syrup, or fruit really makes things better. Now let's see how I feel about it all in 3 months.
Had some snow the other day. Thankfully not much. Went out and shoveled twice. Managed it well. The cold going into my lungs was sore, but my chest was much more manageable. I've been continuing to use that stuff the naturopath gave me for the inflammation in my throat/esphogues.
Noticed a bit of an insight. As I shoveled I thought about that judgement / worth issue. And thought I feel entitled. I feel with all the crap I grew up with, all the issues, etc that I am entitled to having money, having a happy rest of my life, having an easier rest of my life. Just like all the TV shows that I watched as a child always showed. The person would have a crappy childhood and as an adult they would do great / have great / move beyond.
Then again, life isn't a TV show. And in the bigger picture.... there are people who have had way crappier childhoods then I had.
Now off to see if I can go sit with Star. Still working at getting closer with / to him.
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