So I didn't make 14 days until I needed a MTX shot. Made it to day 10. Pain drove me to shooting. But my happy up beat really didn't want it. I could have shot day 7 or 8 or 9. And......wiped I went. Kept a bit of the happy with anxiousness in between.
Tried tapping too. Kinda helped. Struggling to do anything again.
Did get the grass cut today. Thank God!
Otherwise, sleeping a lot again. Just so tired and fatigued. Don't want to drive far either. It's 830pm and I'm trying to stay awake. Don't think I will last.
Took Jax to the dog park the other day again. Went into the small side, and talked with Wendy. Her husband is dying. Has been having stomach pain and falling - cancer tumors on the lung eating into the bones/rib bones. Doesn't sound like he has long. He's seeing their dead cat and the other night kept telling Wendy about the angels in the corner.
Not hungry but hungry again too. Tried to eat chicken, but that was nauseaing. Ate a few IP muffins and bars, able to keep them down.
Night.
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